Ooh, she's whining again!

For some reason, it seems that my fidelity to this blog is questionable. I think about posting, frequently. That is to say, that I think about posting frequently, and I frequently think about posting. But I infrequently have any follow through. Does this make me a bad person, I suppose that it all depend on how seriously you/I take online journals, or any journal. Let's examine...

1. I have never been terribly disciplined where writing is concerned.
2. Journals intimidate me. Writing down what I think, usually random thoughts, seems like something only highly intelligent people should do. I do not think of myself as highly intelligent. Only as just able to keep up with my friends. I mean shit, smart people write. I only sing and bake, and anyone, everyone can do that.
3. What on earth do I possibly have to say? I use this as a convenient place to share websites I find. I recommend albums or other random products, and I whine. And the whining is usually self deprecating and soul cleansing, but not particularly interesting for others.
4. I have difficulty committing my time and energy to a medium that is completely removed from direct human interaction. After all, this is primarily, if not solely, read by people I already know and see on a regular basis.
5. Aren't these things supposed to be ground breakingly interesting, full of political commentary and quippy remarks. Yeah, I'm right out on that one.
6. I suck (hey now...I didn't mean it that way)

I suppose I should stop with that one. So, after looking those over, I don't think I am a bad person. Perhaps I suffer from a serious lack of confidence where the validity of my own thoughts are concerned, but make me a bad person it does not. On that note, I guess I'll end this entry and attempt to actually write something.